[Even if it's not an accusation, it makes his mouth twist in misery to hear nonetheless. No matter the tension that resulted from Okita's decision, at least he'd known when Kashuu was leaving. Kashuu hadn't even gotten that much. Yasusada had been there one moment, and gone the next, completely unexpectedly.
What is he going to do if something like this happens to Kashuu?
What if, once again, Kashuu doesn't come back?
It's a terrifying thought, and Kashuu's proximity is the only thing keeping him calm.
This, too? he asks, and--well, it's not like Yasusada's going to lie. He nods again.]
...You wouldn't hurt me for no reason. [Even an illusion. Kashuu had looked confused, terrified, but not... not like he had no idea what he was doing.] You must've thought it was the only way.
[Although, that doesn't explain... what came after. That, he has no answer for.]
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What is he going to do if something like this happens to Kashuu?
What if, once again, Kashuu doesn't come back?
It's a terrifying thought, and Kashuu's proximity is the only thing keeping him calm.
This, too? he asks, and--well, it's not like Yasusada's going to lie. He nods again.]
...You wouldn't hurt me for no reason. [Even an illusion. Kashuu had looked confused, terrified, but not... not like he had no idea what he was doing.] You must've thought it was the only way.
[Although, that doesn't explain... what came after. That, he has no answer for.]